Check Your Source!!!!!!

When I woke up this morning, instead of praising God for allowing me to see another day, I was thinking about the bills that were due. I continued to think about who owed me money and never repaid. I thought about how many times I have gave to help others, and none of these individuals are here for me now. ********************************************************************** Where are my friends? **********************************************************************************************************************************************Where is my family? ***********************************************************************Then I thought, well maybe my ex-husband has sent a child support check, so I pulled up the child support webpage and entered in my login and password information, eagerly, I hit the submit button hoping that there was a deposit. It wasn’t! He is required to pay 52.00 a week for our son; our son is 6’0, weights 230 lbs, drives to school every day which is a 30 minute drive one way and gas is almost $4.00 a gallon. He wears a size 13 shoe, a size 2X shirt, with a 38 inch waist. As you can see 52.00 is just not enough, especially when his father goes months without even sending his required amount. So I starred at the screen for a while and told God that I am tired of waiting on my son’s father to send me this little bit of change to help care for his son. *********************************************************************** I asked God, how am I going to make ends meet when I owe more than I’m getting in? This is why I love my Father the way that I do. He said, “Your ex-husband is not your source, I am your source.” He continued on and said, “Look to Me for your needs, My supply never runs low.” ********************************************************************************************************************************************** For a few frighten moments I took my eyes off God and looked at my situation, but that’s why I’m so glad that I’m saved and have a personal relationship with God, He reminds me that He will never leave me nor forsake me and I never have to ask,**************************************************************** Where is my God?